A harsh monthly shift.
In many places, news of illness, vulnerability, impermanence, and death has arrived.
We are being confronted with loss on physical, emotional, and spiritual levels.
And truly powerful energies are still demanding attention and filling the space.
Can you remain centered?
Not always.
And if you lose balance because one soul-testing event follows another, you have not failed. Quite the opposite.
Allow it.
It is okay if the floor feels closer right now, and even the smallest burden feels heavier than soaring.
That is understandable.
Falsehood, deception, and cruelty test even the strength of stone.
On both individual and collective levels, feelings of powerlessness and victimhood are healing.
Let the unstable world collapse if it must.
And let it hurt, if it hurts.
The rearrangement is moving forward with giant steps.
Even if you refuse to look, the rockslide has already begun. The mountain will move — and at most, you may end up beneath it.
And what remains buried underneath is not crushed by reality itself, but by denial.
You saw the cracks long ago.
You felt the trembling and the rumbling too.
This did not begin now.
Pretending that nothing is changing belongs to the old way of being.
And perhaps you ask:
“What justifies all of this happening to me?”
But this is no longer the space where causes and guilty parties must be hunted down.
This is the space where you can finally return to the place where you drifted away from your pure essence along the way:
Back to yourself.
No matter how painful this experience may feel now, it is lifting you higher.
And if somewhere inside you still feel that this cannot be the end — that there must be meaning and purpose in all of this — then trust that feeling.
You are not mistaken.
We are becoming whole again in a different quality of existence.
The unstoppable avalanche creates a new foundation and a new surface while also setting us free.
Upon it, we may approach one another safely again.
Because you begin to accept life.
You finally allow what you once resisted to simply be.
The freedom of wholeness.
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